gratitude

 whenever im feeling super down, feeling like nothing is going right or will go right, i stop. breathe. and realize i have so much to be grateful for. this week has been that just a constant moment of tears, sadness and feeling like im just not going to get out of it. but then i stop and notice ive come a long way from where i was even a year ago.

a year ago i was at my lowest. brokenhearted with no clue how i would recover and move forward. cherry on top? with 3 kids and 3 dogs. "man wtf" was my constant thought, but a year later im still here. i made it and im still making it. there are many things i need to work on and i get stuck in that long list that i lose sight of my current situation and blessings but i always try to come back to present and remember i lack nothing. i have all that i need in my life in this moment and for that im always gratefull